Friday, May 15, 2009 -
26 more days!
It's MYE week this week.
Damn stressed!Cant concentrate,too many distractions
With my moving away and stuff
OMG!2 more papers left,and both on the same day?!
Bad combination of subj,seriously
How can you put History and A.maths on the same day?!
It's like committing murder!
MYE's so far?
Shoot!I am ready,no fully prepared,to fail!
SS,dont need to say!
Essay,no words!
How can I remember everything abt healthcare?!
For GOODNESS SAKES!My SEQ sucks la!
Prepared to hear Kang Yi bugging me "Anne,How much did you get?"
"How did you do?"in translation,"Hope you didnt beat me...Prepare to die!MUAHAHA!"
L0l jk
But I'd expect him to ask me that.HAHA!
Physics?Dont ask!
Luckily can choose,or else!FAIL!!!!!
Maths paper1 and 2
Fail!
All my other papers sure to fail!
It's like freaking hard!
And then there's a whole other issue
I have 26...No 25 days left in SINGAPORE!
OMG!SO FAST!*sob sob*
Went home 2 days ago and my dad was like "pack everything you want to bring to Philippines"
And I was like "WHAT!So fast?!?!"
At that point,it started sinking in that I'm really going back for good
Start a new life...
Have a whole new personality make over?Maybe
And then everyone's asking me what time my flight is
As if all of them will be able to make it to the airport to send me off
*HOPEFUL*
Okay I havnt started packing,was really busy with exams
But I also didnt have the mood to study at all
Distractions distractions
And then another topic is abt Lily
Why does everyone think there's something going on between us?!
PLEASE!We are just good friends!
You know!Brother and sister kind of relationship
Nth more than that so dont need to be jealous!Haha*sarcasm*
And even if there was smth going on,I'll be leaving so why the hell should you care?!
I DONT LIKE LI YANG!NOT THAT WAY!
And then me and Fiqa found ourselves talking abt my leaving one day
And we were so so so so so so so sad
We were talking and imagining and also definitely crapping
Then we were complaining and laughing
I worry for her...Seriously.
Then I also worry for everyone else
Especially those who've been dependant on me for loads of things
Then I worry that people will forget me...*tears and sobbing*
And then there's a worry of how to say goodbye to everyone
There's too many people to bid farewell to and too little time
It is definitely a little too much to handle
Anywaes today I found myself dragging my feet to school and trying to remember formulaes
And then I happen to be walking behind Khai
Which is like....extraordinary..Haha!
I remember myself thinking "Now how do I say bye to him?"
During Chem paper,there's a question asking us to draw a fromation of steel and then that RI teacher Mr Wang or smth,bends down and stares at me and my paper with an open mouth look
Then I totally tensed up
Added stress
Then a minute before collection,he picks up my paper 2 and reads my stupid answers
And ince he set it down on my table,he lets out a deep sigh
Like seriously deep breath out
And that totally made me feel very "confident"
A.maths,he was doing the same thing
At first I thought that he wasnt gonna invigilate us so I was relaxed and then he comes in I totally flashback to Chem paper
RI big deal!
And to make it worse!
He takes a chair sits right in front of me
OMG can someone make my day worse?YES!DEFINITELY!
After school,lunched with Sharon,Eunicia,Karen,Alif,Muhaimin and Atiqah
Had loads of laughter
It was different from the usual laughter
It was totally random
We were making fun of Muhaimin's EL and hearing
And then we played and just sat there doing nth
Then we sat there and they were discussing abt where they wanted to go
FUN LUNCH!
ANyways I'm busy to write more
I'll post more if it comes to my mind
It's MYE week this week.
Damn stressed!Cant concentrate,too many distractions
With my moving away and stuff
OMG!2 more papers left,and both on the same day?!
Bad combination of subj,seriously
How can you put History and A.maths on the same day?!
It's like committing murder!
MYE's so far?
Shoot!I am ready,no fully prepared,to fail!
SS,dont need to say!
Essay,no words!
How can I remember everything abt healthcare?!
For GOODNESS SAKES!My SEQ sucks la!
Prepared to hear Kang Yi bugging me "Anne,How much did you get?"
"How did you do?"in translation,"Hope you didnt beat me...Prepare to die!MUAHAHA!"
L0l jk
But I'd expect him to ask me that.HAHA!
Physics?Dont ask!
Luckily can choose,or else!FAIL!!!!!
Maths paper1 and 2
Fail!
All my other papers sure to fail!
It's like freaking hard!
And then there's a whole other issue
I have 26...No 25 days left in SINGAPORE!
OMG!SO FAST!*sob sob*
Went home 2 days ago and my dad was like "pack everything you want to bring to Philippines"
And I was like "WHAT!So fast?!?!"
At that point,it started sinking in that I'm really going back for good
Start a new life...
Have a whole new personality make over?Maybe
And then everyone's asking me what time my flight is
As if all of them will be able to make it to the airport to send me off
*HOPEFUL*
Okay I havnt started packing,was really busy with exams
But I also didnt have the mood to study at all
Distractions distractions
And then another topic is abt Lily
Why does everyone think there's something going on between us?!
PLEASE!We are just good friends!
You know!Brother and sister kind of relationship
Nth more than that so dont need to be jealous!Haha*sarcasm*
And even if there was smth going on,I'll be leaving so why the hell should you care?!
I DONT LIKE LI YANG!NOT THAT WAY!
And then me and Fiqa found ourselves talking abt my leaving one day
And we were so so so so so so so sad
We were talking and imagining and also definitely crapping
Then we were complaining and laughing
I worry for her...Seriously.
Then I also worry for everyone else
Especially those who've been dependant on me for loads of things
Then I worry that people will forget me...*tears and sobbing*
And then there's a worry of how to say goodbye to everyone
There's too many people to bid farewell to and too little time
It is definitely a little too much to handle
Anywaes today I found myself dragging my feet to school and trying to remember formulaes
And then I happen to be walking behind Khai
Which is like....extraordinary..Haha!
I remember myself thinking "Now how do I say bye to him?"
During Chem paper,there's a question asking us to draw a fromation of steel and then that RI teacher Mr Wang or smth,bends down and stares at me and my paper with an open mouth look
Then I totally tensed up
Added stress
Then a minute before collection,he picks up my paper 2 and reads my stupid answers
And ince he set it down on my table,he lets out a deep sigh
Like seriously deep breath out
And that totally made me feel very "confident"
A.maths,he was doing the same thing
At first I thought that he wasnt gonna invigilate us so I was relaxed and then he comes in I totally flashback to Chem paper
RI big deal!
And to make it worse!
He takes a chair sits right in front of me
OMG can someone make my day worse?YES!DEFINITELY!
After school,lunched with Sharon,Eunicia,Karen,Alif,Muhaimin and Atiqah
Had loads of laughter
It was different from the usual laughter
It was totally random
We were making fun of Muhaimin's EL and hearing
And then we played and just sat there doing nth
Then we sat there and they were discussing abt where they wanted to go
FUN LUNCH!
ANyways I'm busy to write more
I'll post more if it comes to my mind
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